Remember, no matter how this works out for you and your wife, whether you remain together or not, you can know without a doubt you held your head up high and did your best ti keep your marriage together, you can hold your head up high because you remained honorable and faithful in your marriage.
Your body has reached homeostasis.
Atleast we can move on within ourselves.
Its always just below the surface and I am questioning if I want more then this for myself.
I would say that I am in the anger state and am having difficulties expressing other than in word.
This is one of the primal reactions to the loss and one of the inevitable stages of a breakup and such feelings after a breakup starts almost immediately.
Some people have described feeling a sort of out of body experience.
Its fairly fresh, but recently has.