I thought the source of the problem came down to one word, puberty.
Sure I knew Paul was going through his own pain and just saying look at the good stuff would never change a thing but I was hoping.
In fact youre more likely to die from falling out of.
Which of these two states, Alaska and Hawaii, do you think has a higher suicide rate? It may not feel like it's ever going to happen, but if you seek help and find the right psychiatrist, maybe get the right medication, you can feel better.
But now as I looked back, only 14 years of age, I wonder if i shouldnt have lived through that birth, for why would anyone create someone whos has such horrible thoughts of suicide.
I recognize your suffering and the seriousness of your proposal.
I hope it was worth it.
So instead of clicking off here and going back to Google in search of ways to die, stick around here.